okay.. i admit this is unbearable already! arghh.. its damn fuckin hurtin me... my head... oh my God.. what happening to me?
why was this world spinnin around..? everything seems so blur... i cant help this.. i cant call my mom n said..
" hey mom.. its me.. im freakin damn sick here.. i miss you. u know i love you rite"
haha.. that was urrhh... mean? i wont do that to you mummy.. i wont make u worry cant sleep at nite wondering how im doin here.. its okay.. im used to this.. but... 3days? fuck! fuck! fuck! i'd been sick for three days and i was all alone here...
i wish u were here.. hugging me... i miss you! even tho i never said that to you.. i hope u know me better than my words..
here ur princess who run away from those castle missin you.. havin home sick which is not for the first time.. but its different today!
you know what! im goin home this early october.!
havin someone to cook for me.. someone wake me up..
better... someone who take care of me.. and feelin those "bein loved by family" again! urggh.. although i hate that home.. its okay.. i'll be there for one month before i moved out again.. im sorry.. i just wanna spend some time with you before i started my school again:) i miss you.! i love you! damn damn much mother!
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