the reason is?
okay.. this is what i feel when i was looking back at the things i wrote or comments i made from a year ago and wondering how could possibly be that stupid.! so here i am again gonna write something to look back and laugh for 1 or 2 years later.. hahaha... so im gonna rite whatever i like...:)
storryyyy:)
I expect you to be with your friends that are also girls.
But I never thought this would hurt me the most.
I told myself I wasnt jealous.
But I was...
I pretended it was no biggy...
I tagged along with your friendship between you and her.
I tried not to be jealous when she flirts with you and put my feelings inside and hide it forever.
But i dont want it to be hidden forever.
I wanted to tell her that you were mine and dont dare take you away from me.
But like always, I just tagged along.
All I want now is just to be with you alone, staring at the stars, being with each other is all I want..
I was hopeless.....
We went somewhere and again with her..,
I just sat and listened to both of you talk..
Then I see you both looking at each others eyes..
That's when I talked,....
At first i didnt know what to say but i just said what i was feeling inside of me...
It was late...She kissed you....But you didnt stop her......why???........I stared, shocked,.....what just happened??.....I fell to the ground.....You glance at me......Ran up to me......Asked me if I was ok.......Isn't it obvious??.......I look up and see him, I looked away so you wouldnt see me cry......I stood......Ran away.....I didnt expect you to follow.......You asked what was wrong........Then i look at you red eyes, tearing....*slap*........I was shocked i did that.....But you deserved it.....I walk away crying.....You take hold of my hand.....Looked at me with your glistening eyes.....You kiss me......My eyes widen...As i push you away from me, you hold me tighter....I tried to push you away with all my might....I look at you again......Then she comes.......She asks what happened.......
I stare at her, angry,.....I talk....I told her you were mine and will always be mine.....I glare at her......She's shocked....she looks at you.....You look at her back.....And said ''She's right, I'm hers and will always be hers.''.......She stands there.....Me, shocked again.....You take my hand....We walk.....You say, ''remember when we said WE'LL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER FOREVER?'' when we were still young? that's still gonna happen right?...you look at me....I just stare back not saying a word......I nod....You smile....That smile.....It made my heart stop....I missed that smile of yours.....the smile thats only made for me.....Yes it was........I tear...You come up to me and hug me.....You pat my head....I look up at you and say ''I love you''.....You smile and kiss my forehead.......and whisper '' i love you too, i never stopped loving you''.....You wipe my tears....And played ''you'll look ugly if you cry :)''.....I punch you on the arm......You giggle and said ''hey, you're my everything'' and winked........I was speechless........
Him: aren't you gonna say anything back??
Me: *looks at him*
Him: eh, your so speechless...do i have to do and say all the nice things here?? hmm, i guess.. :)
*he kisses me again and says I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND NEVER FORGET THAT''*
I smile trough his kiss..
Him: Hehe ;) *he whispers giggling* i felt that smile, dont deny it ;)
Me: EHHH!!!! *HITS HIM* OH SHUSH.....*LOOKS AWAY AND SMILES BLUSHING*
Him: oww.... :) *in his mind* I'm glad we're together again and i made you smile*
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